This vacation comes with a catch though. No Cell Phones! -__-
Help. Me.
1) My ass hurts, I need a beer. I’m not an alcoholic. Just don’t like being around people.
2) I obviously didn’t go down just to get shit done, a very small part of me missed someone (let’s call him Scott, sooo not his real name I just read something by Scott Disick)…very small…tiny…like a quarter.
3) This is more of a question.
Since I “put up with” Scott’s bullshit, rude comments, and charm, does that really make it obvious that I care about him?? Don’t say love. That word is not allowed for personal reasons. I just have an instinct to want to take care of him…doesn’t mean anything right? Ha who am I kidding. I just don’t want to admit it. No one ever wants to admit to liking someone when they don’t like you the same way back. Especially since I want more. I’m selfish, I’ll be the first to admit it. I want more. I want him to be mine. But that’s just life.
4) Um…I have to pee. But I’m afraid I’ll fall lol
5) I want to go back and visit when I can…I just don’t have a reason to…besides “Hey, I miss you” which will not suffice.
6) I’m not even back home and 2 guys already called asking if they can take me out on a date when I get back…not including the guys who tried texting me and asking me…wtf! No. Ew. They’re not bad people…just don’t want to be with anyone else…this is not good.
7) Why did my parents have to raise me right?! Lol I swear I’m the only girl I know who doesn’t cheat, doesn’t party every damn night, and won’t date because I already like someone. Hmmm.
8) Still have to fuckin pee! Hahaha
9) The person next me to has no soul! Yes…ginger.
10) Marie and I are still moving to SD…I just don’t want to tell anyone. Going back in a few weeks to check out places. This shall be an experience :-)
I don’t tolerate cheaters.
I’m very upset and disappointed.